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Name: Mark
Country: United States
State: Wisconsin
Birthday: 11/5/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: i like to listen to music and play my guitar.if i didnt have my music i would prolly go insane.I love adderal and watchin the Simpsons,Family Guy,and some time American Dad,Invader Zim.
Expertise: im not really an expert at it but i like to help ppl with their problems.if u need help just let me know and ill help if i can and if u want me to
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
Yahoo:  teddyslayer187@yahoo.com
MSN: teddyslayer187@hotmail.com
AIM:  JojoMcD69029
Member Since:
8/21/2004
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| what up every one.i am feeling soo much better.i still feel really
shitty about the whole chelsea thing but i hope it will get worked
out.anywho i have decided to go through with the whole graking up with
my girlfriend plan cuz im sick of her treating me like shit cuz she
cant have her way.i am gonna do my best job with actually keeping up
with this whole thing.i just wish brakin up with my girlfriend were
easier.not all of our time together is as bad as usual.some times its
actually good.but the majority of the time is really bad.with the way
she treats me im surprised that i havent killed my self yet.at first i
didnt pull the trigger cuz i had my baby and chelsea who both loved me
so much and for who i was.then i had to go and fuck everything up
between me and chelsea.i have decided to start donating plasma(if they
let me) and when i save enough im gonna get my lip repierced.im not
gonna let my girlfriend know about it cuz shell want me to spend every
cent on her lazy ass.well thats all fer now.latter
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| BLAHHHH.So yeah.I fucked up all and any chance i would have had to
actually be with someone who loved me for me and was totally amavingly
hot(CHELSEA).I folded like a god damn boiled noodle under my bitch of a
socalled girlfriend.Now she wont even talk to me face to face unless
shes saying my name to give me a note.i have never stoped regretting it
and since then my problems have been getting worse.when i was really
really good friends with her the only things i had in life were a few
friends who didnt help,chelsea,and my baby(cuter than baby jesus by the
way).i dont know what to do anymore.my "girlfriend" is constantly
calling me a bad boyfriend,a bad father, and many other shitty names.i
am starting to lean to the point where i want to cut again.i dont want
to do anything that will dissapoint my som in the future.i really want
to fuckin put a gun in my mouth.thank god i have a friend that is
willing to help me out cuz he doesnt want anything bad to happen.well
gots ta go.write later.hopefully.
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| hows it goin out there everyone.its quite shitty here.i am debating
wether to break up with my girlfriend or not.i really need to cuz it is
really unhealthy for me.she has caused me so much stress that i have
almost no memory.i wanna cut really really badly but a bunch of my
friends dont want me to do it.everyone here is my last hope.really the
only other person that could help me is really far out of town and
there is no way i can get a hold of her.another reason i wanna break up
with my girlfriend is because she is way to over controlling.im not
even "aloud" to leave without her right there by my side.she treats me
like a little fuckin kid.also there is nothin i have in common with her
anymore.but the friend that is out of town.she is my perfect match.we
are perfect for eachother in every way.she even told me that she liked
and cared about me more than her boyfriend.i just really need someone
to talk to right now to keep my mind off of cutting.plz message me.i
have all 3 messengers.
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| hows it goin every one.long time since ive written on here.as u can see
i survived the summer but of coarse my girlfriend is still bein a major
bitch.but since ive started school i net this one girl.her name is
chelsea.she is amazing.we have so much in commin.way more than my
current girlfriend.i love every minuet i spend with her.but anywho my
girlfriend had her baby.his name is spencer.i love him to death.i got
my lip perced.its fuckin awesome.i stoped cuttin for the time being cuz
me and chelsea have a deal where if she doesnt i wont.but i still smoke
likce a chimney .i got the new mudvayne
cd.fuckin kicks soooooo much ass.i had a car then i broke it.lol.also i
had 2 jobs.lost both of thoes.oh well shit happens.but latly i have
been losin my memory.some days i dont know what i did 20 minuets
ago.and i have been gettin a lot more pissed as ppl who say the wrong
shit to me.last week thursday i wanted to fuckin slit my teachers
throut.good thing i didnt or i wouyldnt be able to see my kid or
chelsea.well i got to go fer now.try and talk later.hey ppl add me to
ur yahoo list.i need ppl to talk to.give comments plz.ok later
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| hey every one.sorry i havent writen in a while.i have been busy with school and i just didnt feel like goin on.nothin much happened at school.i made a new friend.hes pretty cool.i also have been walkin a lot in the past 3 days.but the good news is that i sold my ps2.i got 200 for it and all the stuff it came with.if my mom had the money she said she would give me i would practly have all the money i would need for a car.that bad news is that i have been upset about stuff again today.it happened when i talked to my girlfriend.she was busy so we couldnt talk barly.then she calls back wanting to know if i sent the picture i took of her to her so cah can send it to her friends.they are both guys.what a suprise .i told her that i didnt want her to and she said i was being selfish.oh well.there isnt anything i can do about it.ill try to talk to her about it but i really doubt that would do shit.
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